Melancholy

Two things happened recently. Meeting some acquaintances and reading Devrim's post.

I was going home and I felt melancholy and I hate that feeling.
The melancholy usually appeared after I met some people or got into situations or places that will never come back to my life again.

I kept on thinking about it and realized that one feels melancholy only about those people that one knows will never be part of one's life again. And the easiest way to deal with it is to admit it to oneself.

And then I realized one more thing... the real friends will never make you feel melancholic, cause one knows that no matter how often one sees them, they will be always there.

Lastly, being part of something, having a new great life, goal to reach makes you satisfied with what you have and not feel melancholy when seeing or meeting people or places that used to be part of your life.

I am on a crossroad.
I am about to finish my University, recently I have left @, which means there is a completely new life ahead of me that I have to face and I have to realize what I want to do.
Furthermore, certain things that I took for granted in my life have changed and will never be the same, which means I have to learn to live with it. So the life as I knew it will have to change even more.